i'm at my mate chirpy's house and i can't even enjoy myself becoz alli keep thiking about is bad things. first of all i'm thinking bbout my dads side of the family hu iam never going to see again. MY nana trned into a total bitch and keeps telling me to fuck off becoz my famly went to maggies'funeral. A few weeks ago my cuz had a kid i can't even contact them to see how its doing!i don't even know its name! its not ryyt!! chirpys family are so close that they see eachother often. I aint seen my family together all of em eva! they all live far away and don't get on . my nan hates my auntie. my dad and mum and me hate my grandad becoz hes broguh back sum chinese bint from china whe he pissed off ther and dint come back for three years. i aint even gna see my baby baby cuz or nieve or sophie! i lvoe them so much nad i'm never going to see themagain! alredy aint seen them in two years and now i know untill at least i cna get downther on my own i wont be able to see them and even if i du i will not be wanted beco of sum stupid pettyarguement inbetween my mum and dad and nana x its unfair! i love my family so much! i got a week off atm at home on my own everysingle dayyyyy :O loads of homework. schol wellits not worth talkign about!i hate it if t wasn't for my mates iw ud have left long ago! Chirpy, stiffy and others are the onli ppl keeping me alive nm flaming at scool! lidija and becki are best mates so that cna fuking du ot they won t i ahte her so much shes really pissing em ff shes sed so mucha bout me how is she aloud to say all sorts of shit about me and get away withit i mean really WAHT GIVES HER THE RITE!! WHAT MAKES HER SPO FUKIGN SPECIAL THAT SHE CAN BITCH ABOUT ME AND GET AWAY WTH IT!! IT REALLY AINT FUKING FAI!PPL FINK I'M OVEREXAGGERATING BUT I SLIT MYSELF AT ONE POINT BECOZ OF HER!! WTF!ARGHHHHH!SO NOW BECKI IS TRYING TO BE MY MATE BUT I CANNOT TALK TO HER WHEN SHE IS MATES WITH THAT SCHEMING FAT COW! the social gave me a date but i aint going! they can fuk off! i am not goig in ahomeit aint fair
my dad aint dun nowt! its not my fault hes got a temper!i'm getting punsished fr his mistaakesx